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+11.21.05
+ 10:35 p.m.
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eons have passed, melted into the emptiness of time and space and so much has changed.
i smoke one cigarette after another until the haze of smoke settles around me and moves only when i do.
i am back to square one and this time around the damage is unrepairable.
devastation has found me over and over and each time it becomes harder to stand without falling.