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1. What's on your bedside table?
a candle, an ashtray, a picture of Ginger and me at some random bar, beach in a bottle, sea monkeys, and my most prized posession: the greatest drawing of a rubber duck with a pirate hat done in colored pencil :(
2. What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
that's a tough one...probably some really bad techno
3. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
I don't really raid the fridge at night...but if I did I would probably eat fruit. How boring.
4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
I would buy myself some boobs so I wouldn't have the body of a 12 year old anymore.
5. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
gas masks. *shudders*
6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
I fidget and chainsmoke and when I'm really nervous I shake like a leaf.
7. Do you ever have to beg for sex?
let's not go there...
8. Do you have too many love interests?
just one but maybe one is too many.
9. Do you know anyone famous?
only quasi-famous people
10. Describe your bed.
white featherbed with white-ish down comforter and many pillows. There's usually a ton of books and magazines and and cd's cluttering up the side I don't sleep on.
11. Spontaneous or plan?
some of both.
12. Who should play you in a movie about your life?
I have no idea...any suggestions?
13. Do you know how to play poker?
yes! I finally learned this year with much thanks to Ginger
14. What do you carry with you at all times?
a cigarette and a cell phone.
15. How do you drive?
I don't, fucker!
16. What do you miss most about being little?
innocence...or was it ignorance? Same difference. Oh...and love didn't hurt then.
17. Are you happy with your given name?
I was actually just having this conversation with someone today. I'm not terribly thrilled with it but I guess it could be worse.
18. what color is your bedroom?
the carpet is an ugly blue-green with bleach stains and dry coffee stains (thanks, Blair!) and my walls are completely covered with posters.
19. what was the last song you were listening to?
"Everybody Knows" by Leonard Cohen
20. Have you ever been in a school play?
Yup..I was Becky Thatcher in Tom Sawyer when I was in first grade.
21. Have you ever been in love?
yeah and it fucking sucks.
22. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
sometimes.
23. Do you think you're cute?
not particularly but people tell me I am so I guess so?
24. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
I try to be but sometimes it doesn't seem like it's enough.