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I stood on the sidewalk watching my breath drift out into the dark as he sat idling on the noisy bike. I wanted to press my hands against his cold face and kiss his lips until they burned but I couldn't. He mumbled something from underneath the scarf pulled up around his mouth and when the light turned green he was gone.
The seconds were neverending and when I saw him riding off into the cold void of night my heart sank.
He isn't mine anymore.
Nobody is.